3.9.06

refocus

One of my character faults/peculiarities: building massive expectations and, when unable to live up to them, shut down that part of my life until I can perform 'properly.'
- really part of my larger strength-idolatry, which therein
- leads to exceptionally hard work
- as well as extreme disquiet when the expectation/strength god is not appeased
- is the reason I haven't updated here for a while.

The same dynamic is operative in journaling. And thus I successfully keep a journal for ~month at the longest.

Anyway, time to refocus this blog ad majorem gloria Dei rather than ad majorem gloria virek.

And so time for a fresh beginning.

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